possibly way TMI

[piranha]

so, as previously mentioned, my inner gay boy has discovered his sex drive. i wasn't complaining at first, but you know? this is ridiculous. i am too old to have the sex drive of a teenager. i have actually been perfectly happy without a sex drive, i didn't miss the spurious one i had in the past. life is good without a sex drive. i really don't like being driven, and most certainly not by my hormones, so when all that went away, i was mostly relieved. yeah, i'd question it once in a while, to make sure i wasn't suppressing something important. but i figured i wasn't, and things were fine.

if this is what normal people go through, i feel for them. how in the world does one get anything done?

i guess i can consider myself lucky that my inner gay boy lusts after japanese voice actors; it's not like we can get into a lot of trouble that way.

(changed the userpic so eiri yuki from gravitation gets to express how i feel about my inner gay boy right now. *heh*.)

Comments

[redbird]

Yes, you're too old for this; on the other hand, you've got a lot more sense than the average teenager, and as you say, lusting after Japanese voice actors won't get you into a lot of trouble.

I'm pleased to have more of a sex drive than I did some years ago, but I suspect it's well below the level you're discussing, and it wasn't starting from nothing at all.