what's left

[piranha]

of a thistle head.

tachycardia attack last night, lasted from 03:20 til 09:30. i jinxed myself by thinking earlier in the day that it had been almost 3 months since the last one, and maybe... yeah, well, if wishes were horses. but it wasn't particularly fast to start with, and the bloodpressure never went sky high either; worst was right after it started with 156 / 110 @ 132 bpm.

the best part is that i am no longer incredibly scared. in fact i am so little scared that i can fall asleep while the ticker is still in arrhythmia. one of these days i'll just go "fuck this" and hike backcountry again. also, portable defib/cardioversion units are becoming less and less expensive. just gonna train the paramour, *wry grin*.