sheep's sorrel

[piranha]

photo for 2008-06-03.

rumex acetosella

a weed. i like a lot of weeds.

had two mini-afib attacks, one shortly after the other, only last for a couple minutes. *gah*. suck suck suck. and i have been pretty good overall; my blood pressure is under control, and my blood glucose ain't bad either. this shit scares me. (please no soothing noises, though your own experience with such things is welcome.) everytime i start feeling a bit safer, i get another one of those, almost as if to remind me that i am never safe. i KNOW i am never safe. i'd sorta like to maintain the illusion that i mostly am. guess that's no longer in the cards.

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[livinglaurel.livejournal.com]

everytime i start feeling a bit safer, i get another one of those, almost as if to remind me that i am never safe. i KNOW i am never safe. i'd sorta like to maintain the illusion that i mostly am. guess that's no longer in the cards.

//wryly I think in terms of Zen, that means you are enlightened. Huzzah enlightenment! //sarcasm

Huzzah enlightenment!

[pir-anha.livejournal.com]

oh yeah, if only.

i guess if i were alone, i'd actually get close to a laissez-faire state about this, and go hiking in the back country, fuck the potential for croaking. i've reached some sort of equanimity about it. but it would hurt people i love if i am reckless like that, and so i don't do it. not yet, anyway. not while still investigating causes.

[porcinea.livejournal.com]

*Love* the yin-yang balance of this one. The colors, the textures, the mid-field -- awesome.