i am usually quite fond of my dreams, because they are interesting; they are internally consistent, they are detailed, rich, and imaginative. if that's my brain firing at random, please to not stop. i have not always dreamt like this, and i really like it.
but the downside is that they can all too easily affect my well-being the day after, if they are particularly dark. well, last night's culminated in the protagonist killing zirself in order to distract somebody who was terrorizing a bunch of zir friends. (i call the person the protagonist because while i am inside the person, it's not really me, most of the time). i felt the fear, the adrenaline, and then the impact (jumping out of a window into a gorge), and consequently i feel like i've been through the wringer today.
*urp*.
well, at least i don't have bruises all over. :)
it's overcast, and so foggy that some of the moisture precipitates out and feels like an extremely light drizzle. mmh, lovely BC fall weather. i was gonna do something today, what was that? oh yeah, go to the bank -- traded the paramour that in exchange for making hotel reservations. we have a hotel room for VCON, yay. now to send email to G and see whether he's around and wants to get together. haven't seen him in way too long. i wonder whether there'd be enough time to go to the acquarium...
but the downside is that they can all too easily affect my well-being the day after, if they are particularly dark. well, last night's culminated in the protagonist killing zirself in order to distract somebody who was terrorizing a bunch of zir friends. (i call the person the protagonist because while i am inside the person, it's not really me, most of the time). i felt the fear, the adrenaline, and then the impact (jumping out of a window into a gorge), and consequently i feel like i've been through the wringer today.
*urp*.
well, at least i don't have bruises all over. :)
it's overcast, and so foggy that some of the moisture precipitates out and feels like an extremely light drizzle. mmh, lovely BC fall weather. i was gonna do something today, what was that? oh yeah, go to the bank -- traded the paramour that in exchange for making hotel reservations. we have a hotel room for VCON, yay. now to send email to G and see whether he's around and wants to get together. haven't seen him in way too long. i wonder whether there'd be enough time to go to the acquarium...