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yesterday, we took cal to the vet for what looked like a herniated abdomen. this morning during surgery, the vet found metastasized pancreatic cancer. we decided not to let her wake from the anesthesia.

she was one of shadow's litter of four, which shadow brought to us a few days after we took her in. she was with us for 10 and a half years, and she was such a good cat, no trouble at all, ever. i feel a bit guilty because she never got a "real" name -- usually my cats name themselves in some way, but cal didn't do so right away, and we called her "cal" for "calico" in the meantime... and that stuck, and i stopped listening for a name. for a while i pretended it stood for "calliope", but really, that didn't fit. so, cal it was. sorry, cal. i should have tried harder. you deserved a better name.
cal the day shadow brought us her kittens the first time

she was the least rambunctious of the litter, but she was playful as a kitten, and remained cautiously playful as she grew up. unfortunately she became quite afraid of bacchus, and he could smell her fear, and went after her every chance he could. we kept him in a big cage for a while, and zapped him with water pistols so he'd stop terrorizing her. that worked, but she remained wary of him for a long time, always kept an eye out. in the last couple of years he's slowed down, and she figured out how to read his moods, and i have a picture of them lying on the bed together with less than a foot between them. that brought a unanimous sigh of relief. and then bang! started stalking her. poor cal, she just wanted to doze in peace, but the obnoxious males in her family kept pestering her.

she never met a box she didn't like.

she was very cuddly in a mostly unobtrusive way; she liked to sleep with shadow and/or timid, and she'd curl up behind the paramour's knees on the bed and snooze whenever possible. i called her my little pit viper, because she had a major thing for suckling and kneading in arm pits, going into a total drool trance. i wasn't very fond of that, but if i were into bargaining, i'd gladly let her suck my pit every day if she could have only stayed with us longer.
sweetie face closeup

sleep in peace, little cal cat. we'll miss you.
cal walking away in the snow, looking back over her shoulder
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warren cheney died on january 13. i don't know anything more.

i'll miss him.


Jan. 12th, 2013 19:17
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aaron swartz committed suicide.

fuck you, depression. and fuck you very much, obama's department of justice. i know what and whom i am blaming here. if anyone ought to hurt tonight, it should be the people who think it's imperative that somebody like aaron swartz rot in prison for mass-downloading academic articles, while mass-murdering politicians congratulate themselves on their secret drone strikes and assassination without due process. but they don't hurt. countless people have been driven into ruin in the wake of the mortgage crisis -- but the architects of that crisis are not in prison. they don't hurt. "department of justice" -- what a sick, sad joke.

fuck you all, you murdering and avaricious assholes. if only there were justice in this world.

aaron was brilliant. creative. and funny. committed to social justice and the public good. and at only 26 years of age had already done more to make the world a better place than most people do in a lifetime. i hung out on an IRC channel with him and some other very smart people for a while; i was too tired to keep up with it, but it was amazing; inspirational and fun. i rage at the darkness that has taken a person like this from us.

laurence lessig writes at http://lessig.tumblr.com/post/40347463044/prosecutor-as-bully

"That person is gone today, driven to the edge by what a decent society would only call bullying. I get wrong. But I also get proportionality. And if you don’t get both, you don’t deserve to have the power of the United States government behind you."

if only there were justice in this world.

i am SO ANGRY.

cory doctorow's obit: http://boingboing.net/2013/01/12/rip-aaron-swartz.html#more-205376

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peter jennings lost his battle with lung cancer.

damn. he was my face of mainstream news for the US; the only news anchor on non-PBS television i liked and trusted to a greater degree than i ever trust mainstream news. his reporting felt sincere; he seemed to give events the sort of weight they deserved, no more, no less. and he never seemed "plastic" to me.



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